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sixteen and not-quite-so-flawless, a femme. I am beyond the stars, wanting it all and nothing less. I am colorful, and shine brighter than any one. I am the very definition of the word 'obsession'. I am me and absolutely no one else you want me to be. I am an idealistic realist in her own fantasmic world located on a desolate rock.

goodbye summer oh-nine, you've been the best

Tue Sep 8, 2009, 6:51 PM
  • Listening to: head against the sky - eisley
  • Drinking: watah
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it is now past midnight on wednesday september ninth. the summer is officially over. school starts in eleven hours and i don't know whether i am excited, nervous or upset to be going back. all i know is that i am inspired. i am happy. i am genuinely, one hundred percent, happy with my life. summer oh nine was the best summer of my entire life, and while it appears i have gotten far more emotional over this summer (crying at the drop of a dime), i have gained this appreciation for life and a motivation to just get out there and perform. i don't know what happened, but for once in an extremely long time, i'm actually happy about where i am and where life is going. i am so incredibly happy, words fail me while trying to describe this level of elation. i'm excited, motivated, inspired, and positively in love with life and i don't want my life to play out any other way.

i have regrets, sure, but i am not dwelling on it. and for once, i can honestly smile out of happiness, not out of force. for once, i'm not bottling up all this depression, because some how, it flew away. this entire sumer has been such an unforgettable experience, i somehow feel like i've changed. i genuinely want to go back to dance and perform and work as hard as i can until i drop dead, because for some reason, i don't want to hold back. i want to put myself out there. i want to be out there. i want so much and i feel so great about this year. last year- or rather- the last three years of my life have been the worst. junior high were the three lowest years of my life. but with the coming of high school and the new year of two-thousand-and-nine, i knew this year would be better. i just didn't realize how much better it could be. i have made mistakes, and i've learned from them. i don't care anymore about the flubs i've made on stage and in real life. i'm over that.

i have finally embraced me. i've embraced who i am and what i will become. i've accepted my body, and even though i do feel a little fat, i don't care. i'll say i'm fat with a smile on my face, because, i'll grow into my body. i'm not as thin as the other dancers, but i'm working on it. i'm comfortable in my skin, and while i may feel ugly from time to time, i'm not frustrated with myself. i enjoy my face and my skin. of course, if i was offered the chance to magically change one body part or feature, heck yes i'd take it, but i do love myself even more. and it's not just because of my hair. i know it sounds conceited and egocentric, but i love myself. i feel much better than my three years in junior high. i am ready to face the world. i am ready to fly. i am ready to soar. i may fall and be forced to crawl, but i'll rise again because i am happy.

i don't even know, but i'm excited for the ups and downs this school year has to bring me because i am in love with life and am positively addicted to it.


BRING ON LEVEL TWO // GRADE ELEVEN !!
emlee



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quick facts
name -------------- emilie
age ---------------- sixteen
birthday ------------ june twenty third
camera ------------- canon powershot digital elph
editing program ------ adobe photoshop cs3

everything you see here in my gallery is belonging [ © ] to moi- emilie bk .


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  • Current Residence: Two Dance Studios and a Photography Studio
  • Favourite movie: NBC, Harry Potter, Death Note, Digimon, A Goofy Movie, Paprika, Disney stuff
  • Favourite band or musician: Paramore, Owl City, Halou, BFMV, Death Cab, Within Temptation, Flyleaf, Skillet, Bright Eyes, +MORE
  • Favourite genre of music: Everything but rap and country. kthnxbai.
  • Operating System: MACbook! <3
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod Nano v3 RED
  • Wallpaper of choice: Various Giftart, Paramore Stuff, Digimon stuff, random pictures
  • Favourite game: Persona 3, Digimon, Kingdom Hearts, Mana Khlemia, Tales of.. Series, PW, , Okage Shadow King
  • Favourite cartoon character: Digimon Characters, Touma H Norstein, Fai D. Flourite, Misa-Misa, Orihime
  • Personal Quote: BAMF.
  • Tools of the Trade: Printer Paper, Clicky Pencils, my Imagination, my hands

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